I will praise you more and more.

I am not the kind of person who is easily broken. I don't stress, I have ONE pace (SLOW)  I am just a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and God is bigger than any trial we are faced with.

However, tonight- it is taking everything I have not to just bury my face in my hands in tears. 

I do NOT feel defeated.

I am NOT scared.

I am NOT doubtful.

I am concerned.

I am nervous.

I am sad to see my family facing such uncertain circumstances. 

My point to writing this post at all (which I debated in my head countless times) is that you don't always have to be strong. It is ABSOLUTELY OK to have moments when you bury your face in your hands in tears, or to have an alone moment to regroup, or whatever you feel necessary.

Sometimes, in order to keep yourself together- you have to let yourself fall apart.

Makes no sense, I know....

God is amazing.

It may take time.

Remember, we are on his time, not ours.

It's not going to happen over night.

We WILL get through this!

No matter what the situation....

ALWAYS remember the power of prayer....

...and NEVER give up hope!

 But as for me, I will always have hope;
I will praise you more and more.

 Psalm 71:14